| long time... |
[Mar. 12th, 2004|09:29 pm] |
hello friends. whats up. i dont think you peeps go here anymore, all moved on in different places with different lives. it's a miracle you get to read this at all. it's funny how this journal was made for us to keep in touch but it seems like the distances we are apart from each other have been too great of a barrier for us and that we are too weak to overcome. pathetic. i have been visiting this page since the last time i've posted to see if any of you will update. i just hope if you never hear from me again you still remember there once was someone like me that existed. not to sound too melancholy, i do a crazy monkey dance for you: *does crazy monkey dance*
-corina- |
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| everything's wrong |
[Jun. 22nd, 2003|04:45 pm] |
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everything today seems to be going wrong.
i don't mean to sound depressing but i'm really annoyed right now and i really need somewhere to bitch.
Blogger's not working yet again and so i'm left with nowhere else to bitch but here. I know that makes this journal seem like a last resort. I'm sorry.
i learnt a lesson today.
i learnt that cute guys really are jerks.
i learnt that it really hurts to get rejected based on what you look like, which got me thinking, what the hell is wrong with me?! And no, i'm not going to change myself just because of what's happened. I'm going to try to move on from this experience.
No, i didn't hope for something to happen [i still love wilson very very much]. I just thought that maybe this guy will prove my theory wrong. Obviously i thought wrong.
I'm not going to change myself, but all this just made me think about how pathetic my social life is. It's times like these that i wish i was in s'pore again, with all my friends. I suppose if i were in s'pore, i wouldn't have even met that jerk-off and that would be great. Or maybe i would've, but i wouldn't be so annoyed because it wouldn't really affect my social life at all.
Maybe i shouldn't have told Wilson about all this. Maybe it would've been better left unsaid. Whatever the case, i already told him. He tried to make me feel better, but i didn't listen and i'm sorry. I don't think he really understands how it feels because he has the ability to just move on and he couldn't care less about what another person thinks of him. I applaude him for that. I envy him for that. I don't mean to sound egoistic, but this could possibly be the first time that i was rejected on how i look. I don't think it's ever happened to me before and so that's why it feels so horrible.
This whole thing's just made me feel so stupid. Why on earth did i continue to talk to him even though i knew he was capable of being such a bastard?? Why? Because he's a cute eurasian guy, and tell me honestly, which girl could resist getting the chance to talk to a cute guy? It just happened so easily, it's unbelievable.
Good things that came out of this incident:
-i've learnt that i do actually have some guts. I got his number from one of his friends [save for the fact that i didn't dare to go up to him and ask for his number], i msged him and called him a few days after that. I surprised myself.
-i got to talk to a cute guy.
-i'm lucky to have someone who loves me the way i am.
Hmm. I must say, that's made me feel a whole lot better. And i now disagree with the subject "everything's wrong", because everything's not. It doesn't have to be.
love always,
lynda |
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[Jun. 16th, 2003|12:13 am] |
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Hey no one posts anything here anymore which sucks ok... U all suck!!!
-corina- |
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| back with a vengeance |
[Jun. 7th, 2003|10:54 pm] |
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haven't been here in such a long time.
hmm. well. blogger's being a bitch and so here i am!
Speaking of bitch, that's what i'd really like to do now.
*ahem*
Men.
Scum of the earth?
Men.
Them and their egos, just waiting eagerly to be fed.
Men.
Possibly the biggest dickheads around.
Men.
Women shouldn't fight over you, women shouldn't have to WAIT for you.
But Men,
is that why we love them?
is that why some of us just can't do without them?
Men.
That's what they are,
Men.
Ahh. I'm done now.
Having exams now. Argh. 2 more papers and i'm free! Can't wait. *runs around excitedly*
I have a few post-exam projects/plans.
#1: clean my room up.
#2: write out my burnt-cd playlists. [oo! hours of pure enjoyment. lol.]
#3: finish watching Meteor Garden 2 [it's dumb, but i really have to see what happens!!]
#4: go out lots and have a good time.
#5: start slacking again.
3 more days till pure bliss!!
Oo! plan for thursday nite to celebrate the official end of exams: going to my friend's house to watch movies and pig out on chocolate pudding with ice cream. Mmm Mmm.
love always,
lynda |
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| still me, here... bloop! |
[Jun. 6th, 2003|07:25 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  matrixy | ] |
Hey! I hav a new Matrix layout which is not green!! Check it out!! CLICK HERE!!! Well dats it, i wonder y no one goes hir anymore...
-corina- |
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| hehehe... |
[May. 27th, 2003|06:44 pm] |
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You are Agent Smith, from "The Matrix."
No one would ever want to run into you in a
dark alley. Cold as steel, tough as a rock,
things are your way or the highway.
What Matrix Persona Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
Hahaha very funny...
-corina |
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[May. 25th, 2003|08:07 am] |
Lalala... ok back from being banned from the net for the exams... thing is... my house is gonna be reovated so 'm gonna be net-less for the next month or so. So... keep updating, take care and God bless.
Ta~
Charry |
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[May. 24th, 2003|11:00 pm] |
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| | crappy | ] |
exams. i loathe the word.
teachers. the same could be said.
But maybe that's being a bit harsh. I mean, i guess it is part of their job to make their students feel incredibly guilty about not putting in enough effort and time into revision for[gulp]... the exams. completely lost my temper at my accounting book and file. damn those sheets with the tiny fonts.
i want to disappear. Running away won't solve any problems but i just want to disappear for a while, go to some place where everything will be the way i want it to be. But just temporarily, i don't want it to be a long term thing.
anyone wanna come?
-lyn-
*p.s. let me know asap so i can make travel arrangements.
*p.p.s. i hate accountants.
*p.p.p.s. i was thinking of Hawaii. Hawii looks good.
*p.p.p.p.s. i still hate accountants.
*p.p.p.p.p.s. i should go. |
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| guess whose back? |
[May. 23rd, 2003|02:54 am] |
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| |  anxious | ] |
Exams are over...hu cares? they were sucky and there is no escaping the results
ami winner ; Ruben
it don't mattter as they both clay and ruben have contracts.
yes hey no sch tml. had a long nap in the sfternoon can't sleep now
well ciao for now yet another morbid entry by reems
maybe i'll feel better after shopping tml. |
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[May. 22nd, 2003|09:51 pm] |
oh i 4got to put my name on d last entry lol y cant i edit it anyways juz FYI lol
-corina- |
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| Red Pill or Blue Pill? |
[May. 22nd, 2003|09:42 pm] |
whats up..............
WHAT'S UP?!?!?!?!?!?
hehehe... sorry im really hyper all pumped up cuz i juz watched matrix reloaded 2dae and it is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo super duper cool!!!! AHHH!!! To get infected by my matrixy hyperness visit my blog: www.silver-mist.blogspot.com and leave me a message!!! Oh ya, im gonna go on a little mountain trip in baguio so i wont b online for abt 2-3 days!!! So wen i cum bak i better c msgs der!!! lol well anyways, cya byebye!!!! |
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[May. 18th, 2003|07:40 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cynical | ] |
| [ | music |
| | love boat theme - *love exciting and new..* | ] |
gawd. it HAS been a while since anyone has blogged here! my my, this journal must have been feeeling extremely neglected. anyway, here i am. here to fill it up with some of my blabbering/crap [whichever you like to call it]. Hmm. i was wondering, is it possible to have pixx and stuff on this journal?? = ) then at least it might make it slightly more interesting and besides, we could see each other that way! just a thought there.
SO. Since the last time i blogged :
music assignment
we have yet another research assignment for music. o joy, o rapture. i hate it! It's almost exactly the same as the last one we did, except this one's done in groups. Hello? Where's the variation? Those music teacher-folk are meant to be creative for goodness sakes! Anyway, my group's decided to research on 3 different artists who record 3 very different genres of songs. Eminem [rap], Slim Dusty [country] and The Spice Girls [mainstream pop]. Jill and Jessie are the rap and country, leaving me with mainstream pop! Yes. So i am doing The Spice Girls. There is just one catch though, the way we're presenting our research is that we're going to dress up and act as our given artists. Yeap. You heard me right. So from now until Wednesday, i will be Emma Bunton aka Baby Spice. How exciting is that. It's just smashing.
Exams! Exams!
Ah. everyone's favourite word huh. That's 16 days to my exams, which btw, i am already feeeling quite unprepared for! hahaha. So given the number of days till then, i should be studying. i SHOULD be that is. i really SHOULD try to make a start at least. i know i SHOULD. But knowing me, i WONT. not until i give myself a huge kick in the bum and say "study you bum! study!".
Winter's approaching!!
Cold and wet. That's winter alrite. It's not officially here yet, but the temperature is dropping day by day. So out with the warm winter clothing! Winter also means that everyone will be eating more to keep warm. Nooooo!! I resolve not to be one of those people! i dont want to get fat-er! No! I cannot and i will not!
Doggie!!
We're getting a doggie!! Loooking out for a Maltese X Shih Tzu. They're soo cute! Well, went to have a look today at some puppies. They're extremely mixed-breed but they're soo adorable. Maltese X shih Tzu X st. charles something.. yeah. But my gawd, they were so cutee!! Black and white ones too. hehe.
Sunday Lunch
The earlier part of lunch was ruined by some fat, old indian dude who made a smart comment. Went to get some chinese tea for my mum and i had to walk through the long queue so i said "excuse me". And that stupid man apparently didn't hear me. So i just walked through and he said "next time speak louder larh". -diaos him- Maybe you should shave your ears or something because all that hair around there seems to be impairing your hearing you old fart. Lunch after that was good.
And that's about all that's been happening since the last blog.
laters.
-lyn was here-
*p.s. keep seeeing this guy in church who looks soo much like wilson it's scary! But had a close look at him today and i've decided that wilson has better skin, better hair and better clothes. But they both have the same face shape and there's just something about him that looks so much like wilson. |
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[May. 14th, 2003|10:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  indescribable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | on the sunny side of the street - manhattan transfer | ] |
greeetings and salutations all!!
hahahah. i'm really happy now..and tired. But mostly happy! Firstly because my blog's alrite now, marsia went there today and it loooks fine!! *grin*
ah.
bohemian rhapsody? hehe. i love that song. *mama, just killed a man. put a gun against his head, pulled the trigger now he's dead. mama, ooo ooo...*
sorry for that. just couldn't resist!!
*yawn* hmm. getting sleeeeeepy so i'll leave you here.
-lyn has just been blabbering-
*p.s. mixed moods right now. hmm. undecisive. |
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| disgruntled |
[May. 12th, 2003|05:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | energetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tuxedo junction - manhattan transfer [gawd i love jazz] | ] |
argh. stupid blogger template is all weird and so i decided that it was time to change it. yet again. and so i did, well at least i thought i did. haven't actually seen it yet though, and i'm trying this new comments thing too. really really really really hope it works.
been getting irritable these past few days but i think i know what can cure my irritated self - coco pops!! hooray for coco pops. go coco pops. had some this morning and i'm still feeling happy and cheery. *grin*
anywayy. all the best to all of you who are having exams at the moment!!
laters.
-lyn was here-
*p.s. gee, what a crappy entry this was. |
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| quizzy! |
[May. 12th, 2003|05:44 pm] |
Got this off ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) opalsnow and decided that my Chinese can wait. *ahem*
( quiz! )
charry |
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[May. 7th, 2003|05:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
SAC has a new uniform?!?!?
-corina |
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[May. 6th, 2003|10:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
some favourite tv shows:
-will & grace
-futurama
-frasier
-csi
-gilmore girls
-friends
ah tv. what would i do without it?
hmm. anyway. i was just thinking this morning: gee, i think i'd look quite nice in the new sac uniform.
just a funny thought. i dunno. suddenly been thinking of sac alot. gawd i miss the school..and the people in the school. [i.e. you guys!] but you're all gonna be leaving already so what school would i visit when i go back for holidays?? -sigh-
anyhoo, just a little thought.
-lynda was here-
*p.s. csi is really good crime show! gruesome murders, blood, a pretty hot black dude. i like. |
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| Hi...(My titles have no originality....) |
[May. 6th, 2003|09:24 pm] |
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| | nostalgic | ] |
HI! I wus juz wundering wen the holidays r in singapore and australia cuz the holidays here hav juz begun but i dont have any cuz im in the home study program where i only go to school 2x a week... :(
Oh, char, the song is 'Bring me to Life' and at one time i had it playing over and over in my head... but now that song is replaced by obsession from .hack//sign... ahhhrg!!! i hate it when songs play over and over!!! it annoys me beyond words, even if i like the song, it just gets too annoying!!! And it's hot like hell here.... mmmm....
what else, well, what did i do 2dae? nothing really, but i did change my blog's layout yet again cuz i accidentally deleted all the pics so i juz decided to redo the whole thing checkitout! http://silver-mist.blogspot.com This one loads faster, no floating things, no popups, no background... hehe, i wanted it to b plain and simple ^_^ well, that's all, bye!
-corina |
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